Don't Stop Believing

Does it hurt?
Does it make me bleeding?
Does it kill me?
If it hurts so bad and make me bleeding inside but doesn't kill me, it will make me stronger. Somehow I feel like I've reached the peak point and I won't be able to handle it, I have enough but wait! If it doesn't kill me, I'm not quite there yet. I have seen rugby players. They play their best, they play to win, are they bleeding during the game? Sometimes, quite bad if I can say, do they stop to take care of their wound? Yes, for a while and get back to the game. Unless they're injured and broke their body part. They're fighting until the end, they will never stop, don't even know a "quit" word.

That's the real spirit that I need. In life, I've experience bad things. It makes me bleeding inside out, does it make me stop? Wanna stop but don't feel like quitting. Still have the spirit and last energy to survive. I've been smashed but it won't stop me. I will stop if I am dead body. I wanna see at the end, I stand still and look back to everything I've been through and proudly say it's nothing. I did it and I win it. I know I'm not there yet but I keep walking even with my one foot, if I lose my feet, I'll crawl, I'll do everything to keep moving forward, to keep going, to keep growing.

#if I can, so do you

-vc-