Will You?

Do you ever feel alone? When the only person that you have is yourself? What do you really feel about that? If you ask me, i feel sad and numb. But then that moment makes me think, when i am alone, i loosen up myself from every pressure in my life. I feel free and careless about everything for a moment. On that moment i embrace myself like i never did before. Because who will appreciate yourself if you don't?

Shit happens all the time. And it usually happens when you have given your all, your best, your everything. No appreciation in return? That is common to happen. Because if you do something good, everyone will think that's normal, that's what you SHOULD do anyway. But when you make ONE SMALL mistake, do not ever think that you can escape from that. Doesn't it make you sick? But what can we do? What will we do? What do we do if it happens? Will you stop doing your best? Will you stop giving your best? Will you ever stop and then do the opposite? Will you give up your good things?

Well, we live today. We do have to think about the future but we live today. We do have past but we live today. Lighten up your day! Make sure from today the rest of your life will be the best of your life. There's a time to be happy, there's a time to be sad. Just enjoy it! Don't waste your time regretting your miserable life! You have to be happy! You deserve it! Take a rest if you're tired, cry if you're sad and please SMILE, give your best smile when you're happy. If you couldn't find happiness around you, create your own, produce it within you. Don't get irritated from situation around you, irritate them with your life, with your happiness! If people talk about you behind your back, well, you don't have to know what happen behind you, do you? Because it's left behind, what you need to know is something in front of you! Perfect life is waiting in front of you, will you throw that away only because of small rocks on the way? I will keep walking, so will you walk along?


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Let Go,,,

LET GO! These two words are in my mind lately,,, keep thinking about letting go, but what else should i lose? Feels like i have lost everything, then i realize, i have nothing,,, what did i bring when first time i arrived on earth? Nothing! So why would i want everything? Why do i want to own everything? All of my possessions are not mine!

I have learned and experienced then finally i know that sometimes you have to let go in order to get something better,,, learn to relax your grip on something,,, you can not hold something too tight, you will hurt either your own hands or the thing inside your hand even worse hurt both of them,,,

I have been listening to all of my friends story especially about relationship, i just learned this from them, relax your grip and let go, dont try to possess, try to let them go, to be free and be happy because what can you ask for more except seeing someone that you love happy? If they are yours, they wont go anywhere,,, "let go because after all nothing last forever,,,"


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crap!

Actually i dont know what to write today, but its true that everything can inspire u, inspiration is everywhere! So, today's story started with my scrapbook,,,

I have this amazing scrapbook, i bought it last year but its not even full now,,, i have no idea what to put in it for the first time i bought it, time flies, it takes some time for me to fill it up, collect everything that i wanna put in my scrapbook,,, memories, things that i like, photos, everything,,, after long time collect some crap, finally today i have time to put those crap all together, design page by page,,, im not in a rush so really take my time and being so picky with the content of my amazing scrapbook,,,

So basically if i found something interesting, i'll collect it even i dont know what to do with it, maybe everyone think that im crazy because i am collecting crap! "You suppose to throw it away, Virginia!", but im doing the opposite,,,  i collect them one by one,,, i collect movie's ticket, price tag from everything that i bought, some pictures that i ripped from newspaper or magazine, food wrapper, pretty much everything! Most of them crap!

Today when i opened my amazing scrapbook, i found lots of crap inside, so messy,,, i dont even remember i've collected those things and i started to organize everything, design every page,,, and when its all done, all i can think is crap if it ends up in a right hand can be something good! Do not underestimate crap, sometimes it can be beautiful thing, just wait until its being handled by right hand! There's always a good side in everything, even from crap! You just have to find it and see it differently,,,

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LOVE: right now!

Friends come and go,,, you never know when they come, you might know when they are leaving,,, the common thing that usually happen, you always get bonded with them right before they are leaving, make things even worse and as people always say: I HATE GOODBYE! :'(

I am the one who say: I HATE GOODBYE! I keep losing people that i love, because nothing last forever! love it and appreciate it when you still have time! so you wont regret everything when the time to say goodbye come,,, i bet we already have too much things to be regretted in our life, do we still want to add some more?

We can not turn back time, its irreversible, we spent it and thats it! we cant take it back,,, so when you have time, live it up! spend it with LOVE! if you love people around you, love them RIGHT NOW! dont wait until tomorrow, because you never know what tomorrow will bring,,, LOVE THEM RIGHT NOW! you might know some people will leave you soon so leave greatest memories in their life that they will never forget! make them never forget that they have you in their life! Keep in touch is just words, it does need effort to make it real!

I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS! I consider my friends as my friends, if they dont consider me as their friend, what can i do? what can i say? after all im just a giver and I LOVE YOU RIGHT NOW, friends! wish i could send every single of my friend a package of love just to show them all how much i care and love them! I am so grateful to have you in my life, you help me grow and stand strong right now as me! THANK YOU!

My bestfriends wrote this before i left Indonesia:

"Goodbye isnt painful unless you are never going to say hello again"

I know i am far away but at least i am saying hello, wish you can say hello back to me, girl!

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To Follow or To Be Followed?

Everyone has RIGHTS to follow anyone and only some people have POTENTIAL to be followed by others,,, which one are you? Are you the setter or the follower?

People tend to follow other people because its safe,,, its natural though, i think the main reason is they try to avoid problems so they go with the flow,,, but sometimes flowing like that doesnt make u free from problems, it just makes you safe for sometime not forever! so the question is what is the point flowing to avoid problems while you still stuck with problems?

Followers follow setters because setters have something different and stand out from other,,, setters have potential that everybody can see and follow, the thing is EVERYONE have their own potential so why dont you set up your potential so you dont have to follow anyone else and become someone who is not you!

As a setter, you just have to embrace your own VALUE, set your STANDARD and you'll gain RESPECT,,, you know things, what is right or wrong, thats basic thing that you have, your own value! when you embrace your value, people will see! and when you consistent with that, you have set up your standard based on your consistent value,,, stick with what you have! set your standard high, you'll gain respect from others, people are now watching you, setter!

Its easy to follow people! Especially when there are bunch of people do that together, it makes you average! Because you are just the same with those people following same thing,,, show your potential, be "one in a million" person! someone who stand out and different from others! i know its hard thing to do that but its not impossible! its always easy to be follower, do you pick the easy one? thats your choice! challenge yourself, follower!

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1st

First blog, first start! I really dont know what to start but then i decided to start writing again after a long time,,,

Yet, im not a writer, not a really good writer who can inspire everyone, just an ordinary girl with big dreams,,, i dont know why i got those big dreams what i know is im not getting there, dont think so,,, is it really big dream or just my imagination? time will reveal everything,,,

i am a giver, give the best out of me! never get appreciation, who cares! thats the least i could do anyway, you like it take it, you dont like it leave it! just got this quote today:
"it doesnt matter how you treat me what does matter is how i treat you"
i dont care if you hate me or love me, thats your issue! thing that i care is how i treat people around me,,, someone says "im the best", i cant confirm that im the best but what i can say is I DO GIVE MY BEST! tired? a little bit but i will keep it that way, give until you have nothing to give, thats TRUE GIVER!

so this is one of thing that i can give: INFORMATION! will not stop writing and giving information or anything that i could give through this blog, hope you enjoy it! hope this blog can be an encouragement for me to keep giving and writing,,,

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