I hate when I can't stop thinking about someone, and deep down inside I know they probably haven't thought about me once. Sometimes, when I miss someone, I care about someone, I start wondering, do they feel the same? Are we on the same page? I wish something in return after I give something, that's human. But if someone do something and I give them something back, what's the point? That's usual. What make me different from them? Nothing, unless I give them more. I wanna make sure that I am different enough and will be able to do something good even people do something bad to me. Well, that's me, hope I am strong enough to keep doing that. I will keep doing what I believe even I get nothing in return.
Then my heart finally told me to stop wasting my time. I'm done with tears. I'm wiping my eyes. If he doesn't care then why the hell should I? In this case, I can not always give, it's such a waste. Life goes on, let's move on. It's sad but sometimes moving on starts with goodbye. I was struggling to move on but now, I will not give a chance of anyone letting me down, including myself. People change for one of two reasons: they have learned a lot or they have been hurt too many times. I believe I've experienced both.
It may seem like the wrong thing to do but you have to forget about the guy who forgot about you. Well, we can not chase the one running from us. If he's dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go. It will always be a love problem that girls don't know how to let her lover go and boys don't know how to keep his lover stay. Most of the time problem happens because the girls are overprotective and the boys are mad because of that. The fact is they get jealous, they get mad, they get worried, they get curious, that's because they care. Sometimes the boys don't understand the way girls love someone.
Anyway, it's not loving if you don't love someone with pain. If you love someone painfully then that's the true love. But, no matter how painful your decision has been, as long as you can sleep well at night, it means that you made the right decision. If broken heart is all that you have, you'll find it how it teaches you to forgive maybe not to forget. It might be broken but it's yours.
#feeling blue, even the sky knows my feeling
-vc-
Monday, 30 January 2012
Friday, 27 January 2012
Ask
All you need to do is just ASK. If you don't ask, don't expect something. No one can read your mind, no one knows what you feel, no one knows what to do if you don't ask or tell them. Communicate your feelings, your mind and your thoughts, everything in you so people won't assume about something and it will end up with misunderstanding or things unspoken.
I experienced this lately. The fresh one when I worked on the other night. The sales nearly even just $7 dollars more, which is just one footlong. It can be anything but I wanted the $7 so bad, I don't know why. I kept looking to the clock and saying: "Come on, people, I just need $7. You can buy chips, cookies, drinks or even sub. Please, you still have 10 minutes to go." No one was there and nothing happened. 5 minutes to close, finally I saw someone coming, I served him but he only bought six inch which is only $5, I needed $2 after that, so annoying. I almost gave up until someone else come and grab footlong chicken fillet which is $10! Yeay, I was done and I closed the store. I was happy.
Moral of the story:
Sometimes, we hold back. we don't wanna ask because we are afraid of rejection or any other reasons. Tons of reasons hold you back, you might not find one reason to ask something but keep in mind, nothing to lose. You will be able to do anything. And you better be careful with your wishes, some might happen, some might not or it will happen beyond what you've asked. Don't be afraid to ask, it's just a matter of asking, if you get it then you'll be happy, if not then nothing to lose.
I experienced this lately. The fresh one when I worked on the other night. The sales nearly even just $7 dollars more, which is just one footlong. It can be anything but I wanted the $7 so bad, I don't know why. I kept looking to the clock and saying: "Come on, people, I just need $7. You can buy chips, cookies, drinks or even sub. Please, you still have 10 minutes to go." No one was there and nothing happened. 5 minutes to close, finally I saw someone coming, I served him but he only bought six inch which is only $5, I needed $2 after that, so annoying. I almost gave up until someone else come and grab footlong chicken fillet which is $10! Yeay, I was done and I closed the store. I was happy.
Moral of the story:
Sometimes, we hold back. we don't wanna ask because we are afraid of rejection or any other reasons. Tons of reasons hold you back, you might not find one reason to ask something but keep in mind, nothing to lose. You will be able to do anything. And you better be careful with your wishes, some might happen, some might not or it will happen beyond what you've asked. Don't be afraid to ask, it's just a matter of asking, if you get it then you'll be happy, if not then nothing to lose.
Tuesday, 24 January 2012
Another Day, Another Story
I got a day off today. It's raining outside for the whole day, and apparently for the whole week. It's gonna be a wet week. So I stayed at home, I was catching up with some friends, chatting with them. It was nice to interact with them. We were talking about our life, sharing some stories and supporting each other.
I was talking to my best friend about something and she told me to feel it not to over think it. Don't think just feel. If it makes you comfortable then go for it because your comfort will be your happiness. And that's all that matters, your happiness.
Then I found this quote:
"If a man really loves you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t, nothing can make him stay."
It makes sense. You can not force the feeling, even you had the feeling before. You can not force it, think about it or do anything about it except feel it. If you don't feel it then do not try to force it, and if you feel it then go for it. Where there's a will, there's a way. Like I said before if it's meant to be, it's meant to be and if it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be, no matter how hard you try to make it happen.
It happens sometime, when you're in a relationship, everything is so beautiful but when you broke up, you feel sick seeing couples around. Everything is bitter. That happens. Feel the bitterness, it's like a medicine to heal you then you will be able to stand up again on your own feet and say: "I'm ready." After the bitterness, you will be able to taste the sweetness again. Be grateful that it happened, you're lucky enough to experience that and still alive, that shows strength, power and spirit in you. You are you, feel the real you.
"Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for it in the world outside."
#you are the controller
-vc-
I was talking to my best friend about something and she told me to feel it not to over think it. Don't think just feel. If it makes you comfortable then go for it because your comfort will be your happiness. And that's all that matters, your happiness.
Then I found this quote:
"If a man really loves you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t, nothing can make him stay."
It makes sense. You can not force the feeling, even you had the feeling before. You can not force it, think about it or do anything about it except feel it. If you don't feel it then do not try to force it, and if you feel it then go for it. Where there's a will, there's a way. Like I said before if it's meant to be, it's meant to be and if it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be, no matter how hard you try to make it happen.
It happens sometime, when you're in a relationship, everything is so beautiful but when you broke up, you feel sick seeing couples around. Everything is bitter. That happens. Feel the bitterness, it's like a medicine to heal you then you will be able to stand up again on your own feet and say: "I'm ready." After the bitterness, you will be able to taste the sweetness again. Be grateful that it happened, you're lucky enough to experience that and still alive, that shows strength, power and spirit in you. You are you, feel the real you.
"Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for it in the world outside."
#you are the controller
-vc-
Family
"The first thing you must do to introduce love to the world: go home and love your family!"
Do you love your family? Will you do everything to make them happy? Do you put them as a priority in life? I am sure YOU DO. No matter how bad your family is, they are you family. As they say blood is thicker than water. You can not deny that they are your family and it applies for the rest of your life. If it's bad, that makes you bad as well. If it's good, that makes you good as well. So, you can make a change for your family.
Sometimes, we forget and take them for granted because we know that they will be there for us forever. But remember this:
"Appreciate what you have, before time teaches you to appreciate what you had."
Don't ever regret that you haven't done anything when you lose them. It won't make them back. You have the time which is now and you have the love. And the right time to love is right now.
You might love the world. You want to change the world. It's pretty big dream. That's good. But big thing starts with small things. If you can't do small things how can you do big? You do big but you don't care small things, that just doesn't make sense. Why do you do big then when your little thing falling apart? Maybe you're too big for doing small? We'll never know. Maybe this world has turned upside down.
-vc-
Do you love your family? Will you do everything to make them happy? Do you put them as a priority in life? I am sure YOU DO. No matter how bad your family is, they are you family. As they say blood is thicker than water. You can not deny that they are your family and it applies for the rest of your life. If it's bad, that makes you bad as well. If it's good, that makes you good as well. So, you can make a change for your family.
Sometimes, we forget and take them for granted because we know that they will be there for us forever. But remember this:
"Appreciate what you have, before time teaches you to appreciate what you had."
Don't ever regret that you haven't done anything when you lose them. It won't make them back. You have the time which is now and you have the love. And the right time to love is right now.
You might love the world. You want to change the world. It's pretty big dream. That's good. But big thing starts with small things. If you can't do small things how can you do big? You do big but you don't care small things, that just doesn't make sense. Why do you do big then when your little thing falling apart? Maybe you're too big for doing small? We'll never know. Maybe this world has turned upside down.
-vc-
Monday, 23 January 2012
Happy Chinese New Year!
I called home. I talked to my big family. Guess what? I have been questioned with two deathly words: "who?" and "when?"
It got me thinking. They asked me: "do you have boyfriend?" Well, I don't, I questioned myself again: "do I?" Well, I'm pretty sure, I am single. And, since someone is getting married, they also asked me: "when will you get married?" Well, I don't have a partner so how come I get married? I wish I could marry myself.
And apparently I am turning 25 this year! Happy? Sad? I don't know but I should prepare a big present for myself from me and by me. What should I do? Where should I go? I need to celebrate it!
Anyway, after calling my big family, I feel so homesick. I miss them all! I wanna go home! I wish I can go home.
#let me go homeee
-vc-
It got me thinking. They asked me: "do you have boyfriend?" Well, I don't, I questioned myself again: "do I?" Well, I'm pretty sure, I am single. And, since someone is getting married, they also asked me: "when will you get married?" Well, I don't have a partner so how come I get married? I wish I could marry myself.
And apparently I am turning 25 this year! Happy? Sad? I don't know but I should prepare a big present for myself from me and by me. What should I do? Where should I go? I need to celebrate it!
Anyway, after calling my big family, I feel so homesick. I miss them all! I wanna go home! I wish I can go home.
#let me go homeee
-vc-
Friday, 20 January 2012
Relationship or "Real"ationship?
I have seen my closest friends and family being in a relationship with someone. They all have different stories. Some love to be always in a relationship, can not stand to be single. Some love to be in a on-off relationship, break-ups easily, being together again so easy like blinking your eyes. Some love to play hard to get and make sure everything is right. Some love to play easy to get and just change partners like changing cloths. They are all different.
I can not say which one is right and which one is wrong, I am not here for that. I just wanna see it in different angle. I think that when someone in a relationship, you have to consider a lot of things. Are you happy with the relationship? Are you happy with your partner? Are you the real you in that relationship? Or are you pretending to be someone you are not? Does the relationship change you? For good? For bad? Are you still the same person that everyone knows? Does the relationship keep you a distance from your beloved friends or family?
The point is when your are in the real relationship, you don't have to change who you are, you don't have to change a thing. It won't make you uncomfortable if you're being yourself. It won't keep you a distance from your friends and family. That real relationship will make you shining bright and make you as close as you can with your love ones like never before. Because if you feel the opposite then you have to question your relationship, is it for real?
Because after all family and your true friends are the one who will be there for you, even on your worst. So if that person makes you trade your precious one, is that person really the one? Because when you trade everything you have just to get your only one, you better make sure that they're the one or you'll end up having nothing if you lose them. Exclusive relationship doesn't always have to draw you apart from everyone.
-vc-
I can not say which one is right and which one is wrong, I am not here for that. I just wanna see it in different angle. I think that when someone in a relationship, you have to consider a lot of things. Are you happy with the relationship? Are you happy with your partner? Are you the real you in that relationship? Or are you pretending to be someone you are not? Does the relationship change you? For good? For bad? Are you still the same person that everyone knows? Does the relationship keep you a distance from your beloved friends or family?
The point is when your are in the real relationship, you don't have to change who you are, you don't have to change a thing. It won't make you uncomfortable if you're being yourself. It won't keep you a distance from your friends and family. That real relationship will make you shining bright and make you as close as you can with your love ones like never before. Because if you feel the opposite then you have to question your relationship, is it for real?
Because after all family and your true friends are the one who will be there for you, even on your worst. So if that person makes you trade your precious one, is that person really the one? Because when you trade everything you have just to get your only one, you better make sure that they're the one or you'll end up having nothing if you lose them. Exclusive relationship doesn't always have to draw you apart from everyone.
-vc-
Monday, 16 January 2012
It's My Life: It's Now or Never
You let yourself being out there in this crazy world just prepare to experience the good and the bad. The good of course will make you happy. But are you ready for the bad one? Even this fact doesn't help:
"At the end of the day, you can either focus on what's tearing you apart or what's holding you together."
We always ready to experience good thing, we never be well-prepared for the bad things. We know even we're doing good things, bad things still can happen to us. Well, the question is: Will you focus on the positive or the negative side? We can always mourn or put ourselves back together.
You always have a freewill, you can always choose anything. To be good or to be bad. To be negative or positive. That decision is in your hand. You are tired being good all the time and wanna be bad, so be it. But remember, there will always be consequences. What's on your mind? Positive or negative, it will appear through your actions. You can't pretend at all times, sometimes the true you will come out, will it surprise people? In a good or bad way?
I've been living in this world for almost 25 years now. I trace back to what I've experienced, good and bad. Family, friends, every moments and every details help me to grow. I experienced bad things, so I am used to it somehow. I keep thinking what the worst thing that could happen? I've experienced it somehow but yet I am still here. So, I am not really familiar with happiness. I meant not really, I am happy with my life but the bad part took more space than the good one. Apparently, I've been holding on what's tearing me apart.
I've experienced bad things but am I a bad person? I don't know, I can not really say. But, I am pretty sure, it affects me. I become really negative. It's really hard for me to trust someone but when I trust them, you won't believe what's going to happen. I am not used to compliments, never really had real compliments in my life except from studies. So, I am a really bubbly and friendly figure but deep inside I'm struggling with myself. I wear "mask" for my whole life. I try to fit in. Tried so hard. People might see me full of confident but I don't have that. And I am so selfish because I never get the attention, I always have to share and being 'shadows' so I always want everything for me and to me.
That was me in my home country. I moved here two years ago. I can say, I've been changed for good. It opens my eyes somehow. I wasn't being me because of the judgement, the pressure and everything. I was afraid to show my true color. But here, you can be anything you want without being afraid of what people gonna say, what people gonna think, what people gonna do because they mind their own business, don't really care about someone else's. I can explore everything and not afraid to try something new and it feels good to just be me and they don't mind with me. I am still struggling and yet I am growing on the same time.
I am who I am from what inside me say who I am not from outside me. I learned a lot of things here and I am so grateful that I finally found my path. I am walking on it with pride because this is me and this is my life. Takes a long time but I don't mind. I am here and I will always be here from now on. And now I am focus on what's holding me together.
#for the better
-vc-
"At the end of the day, you can either focus on what's tearing you apart or what's holding you together."
We always ready to experience good thing, we never be well-prepared for the bad things. We know even we're doing good things, bad things still can happen to us. Well, the question is: Will you focus on the positive or the negative side? We can always mourn or put ourselves back together.
You always have a freewill, you can always choose anything. To be good or to be bad. To be negative or positive. That decision is in your hand. You are tired being good all the time and wanna be bad, so be it. But remember, there will always be consequences. What's on your mind? Positive or negative, it will appear through your actions. You can't pretend at all times, sometimes the true you will come out, will it surprise people? In a good or bad way?
I've been living in this world for almost 25 years now. I trace back to what I've experienced, good and bad. Family, friends, every moments and every details help me to grow. I experienced bad things, so I am used to it somehow. I keep thinking what the worst thing that could happen? I've experienced it somehow but yet I am still here. So, I am not really familiar with happiness. I meant not really, I am happy with my life but the bad part took more space than the good one. Apparently, I've been holding on what's tearing me apart.
I've experienced bad things but am I a bad person? I don't know, I can not really say. But, I am pretty sure, it affects me. I become really negative. It's really hard for me to trust someone but when I trust them, you won't believe what's going to happen. I am not used to compliments, never really had real compliments in my life except from studies. So, I am a really bubbly and friendly figure but deep inside I'm struggling with myself. I wear "mask" for my whole life. I try to fit in. Tried so hard. People might see me full of confident but I don't have that. And I am so selfish because I never get the attention, I always have to share and being 'shadows' so I always want everything for me and to me.
That was me in my home country. I moved here two years ago. I can say, I've been changed for good. It opens my eyes somehow. I wasn't being me because of the judgement, the pressure and everything. I was afraid to show my true color. But here, you can be anything you want without being afraid of what people gonna say, what people gonna think, what people gonna do because they mind their own business, don't really care about someone else's. I can explore everything and not afraid to try something new and it feels good to just be me and they don't mind with me. I am still struggling and yet I am growing on the same time.
I am who I am from what inside me say who I am not from outside me. I learned a lot of things here and I am so grateful that I finally found my path. I am walking on it with pride because this is me and this is my life. Takes a long time but I don't mind. I am here and I will always be here from now on. And now I am focus on what's holding me together.
#for the better
-vc-
Saturday, 7 January 2012
Don't Stop Believing
Does it hurt?
Does it make me bleeding?
Does it kill me?
If it hurts so bad and make me bleeding inside but doesn't kill me, it will make me stronger. Somehow I feel like I've reached the peak point and I won't be able to handle it, I have enough but wait! If it doesn't kill me, I'm not quite there yet. I have seen rugby players. They play their best, they play to win, are they bleeding during the game? Sometimes, quite bad if I can say, do they stop to take care of their wound? Yes, for a while and get back to the game. Unless they're injured and broke their body part. They're fighting until the end, they will never stop, don't even know a "quit" word.
That's the real spirit that I need. In life, I've experience bad things. It makes me bleeding inside out, does it make me stop? Wanna stop but don't feel like quitting. Still have the spirit and last energy to survive. I've been smashed but it won't stop me. I will stop if I am dead body. I wanna see at the end, I stand still and look back to everything I've been through and proudly say it's nothing. I did it and I win it. I know I'm not there yet but I keep walking even with my one foot, if I lose my feet, I'll crawl, I'll do everything to keep moving forward, to keep going, to keep growing.
#if I can, so do you
-vc-
Does it make me bleeding?
Does it kill me?
If it hurts so bad and make me bleeding inside but doesn't kill me, it will make me stronger. Somehow I feel like I've reached the peak point and I won't be able to handle it, I have enough but wait! If it doesn't kill me, I'm not quite there yet. I have seen rugby players. They play their best, they play to win, are they bleeding during the game? Sometimes, quite bad if I can say, do they stop to take care of their wound? Yes, for a while and get back to the game. Unless they're injured and broke their body part. They're fighting until the end, they will never stop, don't even know a "quit" word.
That's the real spirit that I need. In life, I've experience bad things. It makes me bleeding inside out, does it make me stop? Wanna stop but don't feel like quitting. Still have the spirit and last energy to survive. I've been smashed but it won't stop me. I will stop if I am dead body. I wanna see at the end, I stand still and look back to everything I've been through and proudly say it's nothing. I did it and I win it. I know I'm not there yet but I keep walking even with my one foot, if I lose my feet, I'll crawl, I'll do everything to keep moving forward, to keep going, to keep growing.
#if I can, so do you
-vc-
Friday, 6 January 2012
The Lost of the iPhone
Technology is being improved all the time to help us. It helps but makes us rely on it, too dependent. For example telephone, it helps us to communicate with others by calling or messaging them, it's for saving time rather than sending letter which might take sometime. I get the benefits of technology but the further it grows, the further people become so far away from each other even if they're still communicating.
Letter is a simple thing, people used to send letters or cards but now a days they barely do that except wedding invitation maybe. The feelings when you receive a letter is beyond now because you can say it's private, confidential and you can feel the effort of sending letters. People don't care anymore, holiday season, they will send you the same message all at once to everyone, even worse use Facebook to send everything.
I am a big fan of Facebook and I used smartphones before and I can say I am addicted to it. I rely on my phone so much, everything in there, all the data and stuff. It helps me to keep up with my friends. But now that I have to give up my smartphones, changes everything. I can't keep up with my friends. Is it really that bad if you don't have smartphones? Well, in some way, I will say yes. Because, I need most of the data in there and I can't access those data with old phones. The other things, I might say no. It feels good not to rely on Facebook and use the phone all the time, instead you're having a full time living your life communicate with people who really want to communicate with you and put some effort for that. I love sending letters and post cards. I feel like I appreciate my friendship and I show the love to all the people whom I sent the letters to. It doesn't mean I don't appreciate them if I communicate with them through Facebook, it means I appreciate their existence more. It takes more thoughts and more effort to send letters than to just click post button on Facebook.
It's just a matter of does technology change you or you change the technology. Become the subject or object. I prefer to be the subject since we, human invented it. So we can control it. It's good to use it wisely. You can value your relationship with someone more than that, make them feel special like you're special for them. Better world with technology but is it better person?
#better world needs better people
-vc-
Letter is a simple thing, people used to send letters or cards but now a days they barely do that except wedding invitation maybe. The feelings when you receive a letter is beyond now because you can say it's private, confidential and you can feel the effort of sending letters. People don't care anymore, holiday season, they will send you the same message all at once to everyone, even worse use Facebook to send everything.
I am a big fan of Facebook and I used smartphones before and I can say I am addicted to it. I rely on my phone so much, everything in there, all the data and stuff. It helps me to keep up with my friends. But now that I have to give up my smartphones, changes everything. I can't keep up with my friends. Is it really that bad if you don't have smartphones? Well, in some way, I will say yes. Because, I need most of the data in there and I can't access those data with old phones. The other things, I might say no. It feels good not to rely on Facebook and use the phone all the time, instead you're having a full time living your life communicate with people who really want to communicate with you and put some effort for that. I love sending letters and post cards. I feel like I appreciate my friendship and I show the love to all the people whom I sent the letters to. It doesn't mean I don't appreciate them if I communicate with them through Facebook, it means I appreciate their existence more. It takes more thoughts and more effort to send letters than to just click post button on Facebook.
It's just a matter of does technology change you or you change the technology. Become the subject or object. I prefer to be the subject since we, human invented it. So we can control it. It's good to use it wisely. You can value your relationship with someone more than that, make them feel special like you're special for them. Better world with technology but is it better person?
#better world needs better people
-vc-
Thursday, 5 January 2012
True or False?
I wish I have lots of useful things in my brain so I can tell meaningful things to others rather than passing over some issues or gossips. Even if it's the truth, the fact is sometimes honesty hurts. It's the matter of the messenger to pass it on or keep it secret. Some things are good to be hidden but is it fair for someone to not know the truth? Isn't it like stealing someone's right to know the truth? Sometimes, we just don't have the courage to face the truth, to have the argument, to deal with it. Because when you do it, without you knowing the things are sorted by itself.
If you can not open up your self to someone, then you are not worth to be even bonded with the person. Because how good or bad someone, there will always be someone else can stand that, even the worst. That's what you call true friend. It's good to know that someone will always be there for you no matter what and always love you, support you, do everything for you and wish the best for you. And I'm glad I have true friend.
Some friends are meant to be friends, even you try to be more. If they're not meant to be then they are not meant to be. My wise little sister told me:
"We're having someone in life just to make our life bearable."
If you don't have someone as in a partner, don't worry. It's better to focus with what you have rather than with what you don't have. Your true friend can help you, make your life bearable. Don't be afraid of arguing, fighting, facing and telling the truth, sometimes we need it to keep us growing. Better a slap in a face from a friend rather than a million kisses from an enemy. Friend always can be a reminder, they always can think clearly while we can't. If it's meant to be, nothing can separate us.
-vc-
If you can not open up your self to someone, then you are not worth to be even bonded with the person. Because how good or bad someone, there will always be someone else can stand that, even the worst. That's what you call true friend. It's good to know that someone will always be there for you no matter what and always love you, support you, do everything for you and wish the best for you. And I'm glad I have true friend.
Some friends are meant to be friends, even you try to be more. If they're not meant to be then they are not meant to be. My wise little sister told me:
"We're having someone in life just to make our life bearable."
If you don't have someone as in a partner, don't worry. It's better to focus with what you have rather than with what you don't have. Your true friend can help you, make your life bearable. Don't be afraid of arguing, fighting, facing and telling the truth, sometimes we need it to keep us growing. Better a slap in a face from a friend rather than a million kisses from an enemy. Friend always can be a reminder, they always can think clearly while we can't. If it's meant to be, nothing can separate us.
-vc-
Sunday, 1 January 2012
NEW YEAR 2012
2011 has been so great after all. I could say that it was amazing. But unfortunately, I need to work on New Year's Eve when everyone are party-ing hard, waiting for the fireworks while spending time with their love ones. New Year's Eve 2011 wasn't the only year that I spent without my family. It has been two years in a row without my family. Somehow that's fine because I know they're thinking of me and they're in my heart as well so we're close, so close. Even we're physically far away.
Since, we're working on New Year's Eve, we decided to party on the night before which is Friday night. I had a blast with my best friend, my "son" and some others. The night was awesome, couldn't ask for more. I was hanging out with the best. (I'm so sorry to someone who is in Sydney) We wrapped up that night beautifully.
Then we have to work on the next day the whole night. We served all the customers. I should've felt bad because I was working instead of having fun but I didn't feel bad at all. Because apparently work was fun, we worked hard but we laughed hard as well. Too much entertainment that day. What do you need on New Years anyway rather than the happiness itself? And we have it even though we were working.
After the rough year, it ended up smoothly and with all the happiness around, it's just perfect. A good smile to start 2012, hope the smile will last the whole year. New Year, new us! Better us, better life! Smile to any possibilities in life. That what will make you survive. Happy New Year, everyone! <3
#be happy, be bright!
-vc-
Since, we're working on New Year's Eve, we decided to party on the night before which is Friday night. I had a blast with my best friend, my "son" and some others. The night was awesome, couldn't ask for more. I was hanging out with the best. (I'm so sorry to someone who is in Sydney) We wrapped up that night beautifully.
Then we have to work on the next day the whole night. We served all the customers. I should've felt bad because I was working instead of having fun but I didn't feel bad at all. Because apparently work was fun, we worked hard but we laughed hard as well. Too much entertainment that day. What do you need on New Years anyway rather than the happiness itself? And we have it even though we were working.
After the rough year, it ended up smoothly and with all the happiness around, it's just perfect. A good smile to start 2012, hope the smile will last the whole year. New Year, new us! Better us, better life! Smile to any possibilities in life. That what will make you survive. Happy New Year, everyone! <3
#be happy, be bright!
-vc-
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