That Question

Q: How old are you?
A: 24

I am 24 years old indeed. Never thought that I am gonna be this old but time flies. I am old. What happen when you reach mid twenties? Well, you should've had proper job, career and maybe settling down, all grown-up's stuffs. And last but not least, FAMILY.

Start a family? Yes! That's the one. Most of my friends got married, some of them have kids. They live their life. I never thought about this thing ever before. I am a selfish b*tch. I always think how I can have good job, great career, house, cars, everything and then enjoy my life by traveling around the world and maybe adopt a kid. I never thought that someone will ever ask me this question but finally it popped out:
"When are u getting married?"
Wow! I am amazed. I am stunted. And apparently the question is not from my mom.

Is the pressure on now? Well, don't really care. It's not my priority. And we all have to realize that marriage isn't a playground, because marriage is a commitment of a lifetime. So better not rushing things and make you life miserable with divorce and stay live your life to the fullest even when you are single.

#single and very happy

-vc-

Where?

I feel like I am living in two world. My body is here, my heart is there, my soul is somewhere else. I've been living here for two years and yet I don't feel like I am settling down here. Where do I wanna stay? I don't know, looks like I don't belong anywhere. Why? One of a friend once said:
"There's no place in this world for quitters."
BANG! Hit me so hard! I get it now why. I am such a quitter. I am stuck. I wish I could slap myself really hard and scream: "WAKE UP!"

Everyone keep telling me to move on, I thought I move on, but apparently no. I hate those words. But that's what I should do. When you're at the bottom and the only thing that you should do is move on, it's not fun! I need my super power and strength, yet I am so weak and tired. Take a rest! Wish I know how to rest my tired soul.

-vc-