Let Go

I hate when I can't stop thinking about someone, and deep down inside I know they probably haven't thought about me once. Sometimes, when I miss someone, I care about someone, I start wondering, do they feel the same? Are we on the same page? I wish something in return after I give something, that's human. But if someone do something and I give them something back, what's the point? That's usual. What make me different from them? Nothing, unless I give them more. I wanna make sure that I am different enough and will be able to do something good even people do something bad to me. Well, that's me, hope I am strong enough to keep doing that. I will keep doing what I believe even I get nothing in return.

Then my heart finally told me to stop wasting my time. I'm done with tears. I'm wiping my eyes. If he doesn't care then why the hell should I? In this case, I can not always give, it's such a waste. Life goes on, let's move on. It's sad but sometimes moving on starts with goodbye. I was struggling to move on but now, I will not give a chance of anyone letting me down, including myself. People change for one of two reasons: they have learned a lot or they have been hurt too many times. I believe I've experienced both.

It may seem like the wrong thing to do but you have to forget about the guy who forgot about you. Well, we can not chase the one running from us. If he's dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go. It will always be a love problem that girls don't know how to let her lover go and boys don't know how to keep his lover stay. Most of the time problem happens because the girls are overprotective and the boys are mad because of that. The fact is they get jealous, they get mad, they get worried, they get curious, that's because they care. Sometimes the boys don't understand the way girls love someone.

Anyway, it's not loving if you don't love someone with pain. If you love someone painfully then that's the true love. But, no matter how painful your decision has been, as long as you can sleep well at night, it means that you made the right decision. If broken heart is all that you have, you'll find it how it teaches you to forgive maybe not to forget. It might be broken but it's yours.

#feeling blue, even the sky knows my feeling
-vc-