The Script - The End Where I Begin
Sometimes tears say all there is to say
Sometimes your first scars won't ever fade away
Tried to break my heart
Well it's broke
Tried to hang me high
Well I'm choked
Wanted rain on me
Well I'm soaked
Soaked to the skin
It's the end where I begin
Now I'm alive
And my ghosts are gone
I've shed all the pain
I've been holding on
The cure for a heart
Is to move along, is to move along
So move along
What don't kill a heart
Only makes it strong
#stay strong
-vc-
Monday, 24 October 2011
Saturday, 8 October 2011
Ugly Truth!
Thank you for making it clear.
Thank you for bringing that up.
Thank you for slapping my face really hard.
Thank you for reminding me that.
Thank you for making me realize.
Thank you very much! You said it really clear and really loud.
Thank you for making my day, dude!
When honesty is really hurtful. It's like smashing your heart, BANG! Even tears couldn't express the feelings. NUMB! My heart is already broken into pieces, I don't even know how to put it back all together, and now THIS? Yes! Nothing left. Looks like I haven't reached the lowest level, have I? Bring it on! What the worst thing that could happen? Let it be! Nothing doesn't really matter now.
Point taken, dude!
#sincere thanks
-vc-
Thank you for bringing that up.
Thank you for slapping my face really hard.
Thank you for reminding me that.
Thank you for making me realize.
Thank you very much! You said it really clear and really loud.
Thank you for making my day, dude!
When honesty is really hurtful. It's like smashing your heart, BANG! Even tears couldn't express the feelings. NUMB! My heart is already broken into pieces, I don't even know how to put it back all together, and now THIS? Yes! Nothing left. Looks like I haven't reached the lowest level, have I? Bring it on! What the worst thing that could happen? Let it be! Nothing doesn't really matter now.
Point taken, dude!
#sincere thanks
-vc-
Wednesday, 5 October 2011
Me!
Am I selfish? Am I afraid? Am I insecure?
YES! And thats maybe the reasons why I keep pushing people who come with love away!
"Dear: Heart
Please fall in love only when you're ready, not when you're lonely."
Am I lonely? Yes! Am I ready? No! So even the heart is confused of what should do. I am damaged. I just run out of band-aids. I don't even know where to start because you can't bandage the damage, you never really can fix a heart. I don't even know who can fix my heart anyway.
I am trying to be myself and yet i am still scared. I know it's better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you aren't. But i am scared because for once in my life someone actually wants to be with me, after seeing real me. Are you serious? Why wounded me? I guess I've been hiding, most of my life, mostly from myself. But you, you keep blowing my cover! You keep showing me myself.
I am so scared to get close to anyone because everyone who ever said "I'll be there" left. But keep pushing people away is not the answer for that though. I need to be tough again, so I can face the truth, the fact that you live among people yet you're alone, you'll die alone anyway. I need to be tough again, so I can face my fear. Nothing can face it except a brave heart.
I keep looking for best quotes or songs to express my feelings inside, some of them help but I still need to speak up my mind. Sometimes it's kinda frustrated to look for that expression because nothing can describe my feeling specifically. Looking for quotes which can describe something perfectly is hard, it's like looking for a friend who can feel what you feel, who can make you feel that you're not alone and you have a friend who goes through it all with you. It's only words but if I can express it then that's how i feel, but if I can't say what I feel then that must be beyond, I can't describe the beyond but at least I try describing something. I nearly there of saying what I want and what I feel. And this is ME!
GO, ME!
-vc-
YES! And thats maybe the reasons why I keep pushing people who come with love away!
"Dear: Heart
Please fall in love only when you're ready, not when you're lonely."
Am I lonely? Yes! Am I ready? No! So even the heart is confused of what should do. I am damaged. I just run out of band-aids. I don't even know where to start because you can't bandage the damage, you never really can fix a heart. I don't even know who can fix my heart anyway.
I am trying to be myself and yet i am still scared. I know it's better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you aren't. But i am scared because for once in my life someone actually wants to be with me, after seeing real me. Are you serious? Why wounded me? I guess I've been hiding, most of my life, mostly from myself. But you, you keep blowing my cover! You keep showing me myself.
I am so scared to get close to anyone because everyone who ever said "I'll be there" left. But keep pushing people away is not the answer for that though. I need to be tough again, so I can face the truth, the fact that you live among people yet you're alone, you'll die alone anyway. I need to be tough again, so I can face my fear. Nothing can face it except a brave heart.
I keep looking for best quotes or songs to express my feelings inside, some of them help but I still need to speak up my mind. Sometimes it's kinda frustrated to look for that expression because nothing can describe my feeling specifically. Looking for quotes which can describe something perfectly is hard, it's like looking for a friend who can feel what you feel, who can make you feel that you're not alone and you have a friend who goes through it all with you. It's only words but if I can express it then that's how i feel, but if I can't say what I feel then that must be beyond, I can't describe the beyond but at least I try describing something. I nearly there of saying what I want and what I feel. And this is ME!
GO, ME!
-vc-
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