EAT PLAY LOVE

Finally got my trip done! Actually i am in the middle of it.  My own EAT PLAY LOVE!
After "torturing" myself with glorious food in my city JAKARTA, i feel so happy! Finally i can eat everything i've been missed for almost two years! Street food, hell yeah! I made food list and couple more foods left, way to go!

Next part is PLAY! I went to beautiful island, The Island of Thousands Gods, BALI. Being wild and crazy. Doing things i haven't done before is awesome! But i think i messed up my destination because you don't play in Bali, you do love in Bali. Guess what? You can't swap part here, is love indeed in Bali. So? As strong as i try to avoid love part, i guess i can't. As strong as i try to avoid my past, at the end it will haunt me. Feel so loved, deeply by someone but then i can't do anything. This is complicated. Can i skip the love part? Can i just have eat and play part? I guess i can't, can i?

"How can you stand on two boats without falling?"
Well, you can't! You will fall to the water eventually. You might think you can love two people on a same time, you can't! The portion will be different, you will love one more than the other, you can't divide your heart equally. At the end you have to choose! Then choose wisely!

"Nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want the most is the person you're best without."
Then once again, choose wisely. You'll break someone's heart, but is it worth it? Is it worth the pain?

Last but not least:
"Choosing to be single isn't selfish, it's just smarter to be alone than with the WRONG person."
Well, i guess that's me! I am enjoying my trip at the moment. Being alone in SINGAPORE where i can shop til drop. I do need retail therapy rather than love therapy! <3 Sorry, LOVE, not now!

#selfishness
-vc-