The holiday is over, time to get back to the real life!
I try so hard to enjoy working yet i haven't got the feeling back to be workaholic. I still can feel the strong feeling of shopaholic and party lover inside. I need to get back to be a workaholic! As usual use work as a distraction. Or have I found new distraction?
So what happen in my trip? NOTHING! And I am a liar for saying that! Everything happened! I found myself back, I am speechless! Big thanks to everyone involved! Amazing people who has been involved in a way of bringing myself back into life. When i say everyone means everyone who met me in my trip.
Senior high friends! You wouldn't believe how sucks my life is but meeting you guys made me realize how precious my life is because I have you all. The way you show your love, the feeling that i couldn't feel lately. You've opened my eyes that there is love in this world! <3
Speaking about love, something that I never know for real or for sure before. When someone talk about unconditional love, we all agree that only God who has that for His creatures. But someone reminds me of that love. He has been tortured and has seen everything bad inside and out yet he stays there, feels all the pain, accepts everything bad that could ever happen. What are you?
I am such a selfish, mean and ungrateful b*tch and you still see me as a beautiful gorgeous girl without flaw in your eyes. I am amazed by your love but I have to be strict. I don't want to hurt anyone and I don't want to ruin someone's life. Please give me a chance to do something right in my life and I think this is right enough. Thank you for loving me but I am sorry, I can't. I have to make it clear.
It's enough for me using you for this whole time. It's enough, you need to go back on track, live your own life without me. You can do it before and I am pretty sure you can do it now. I don't want to put you in this kind of situation, you are free! I enjoy the attention you gave me but it's not fair for you. You have to live for your own sake. Thank you but again, sorry, Love.
-vc-
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