How can you say someone is your best friend when you completely know nothing about him/her?
And after all I have been looking at wrong direction. Ask why? Let us go through the story.
I know that life goes on, everybody move on. They have their own life, have partner and family. So I've realized that my holiday was going to be a total alone time for me to travel and visit my family. I was still on denial phase when I arrived but then after I have been through the time I have spent at home then I finally sink in to the fact and I should've moved on too. I cannot force it, I have been fighting for it and that was not happening at all, been struggling long enough to make time for those people who do not even want to spend time with me. And then I realized, I have been looking at wrong direction, how was that so? Because the one who care and want to spend time with me was there the whole time. I am sorry. I know that is just sad but I have learned in the rough way.
"Treat people the way you want to be treated." And as I have quoted too, "True friends are the best gift." I know I have taken for granted some of my true friends, my best friends, I did not even make enough time for you when I could and I am sorry for that.
We make sacrifices and efforts to make things right. Hopefully, my efforts are enough to show that I do care. It is easier to get but hard to maintain something and I have to admit that I am not good at all at maintaining. It is not even easy to find friends who can go through bad times with you so it will be even harder to maintain them. Sometimes, all you need is just that little step to ask how are you to make someone's day. That little something that we do everyday make a difference.
This is dedicated to you, you-know-who-you-are. Thank you for everything. Thank you for spending time with me and for always be there for me when I need you. I owe you big time.
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