May He Rests in Peace

The fact that he has gone tragically, we couldn’t resist it. We just hope we could be there for him.

The fact that he didn’t get the best help he could get, irritates me. It makes me mad but again, I wasn’t there.

We leave under the same sky, what happen to other could happen to us. We share same thing on earth. We could do something or wait something to happen and that will be our choice. But don’t regret something you don’t put effort on.

He has gone, let him be in peace. Everyone can wish something better happened but this is his path, this is his way.

His accident is tragedy for us who are close to him. That’s our lost. We can blame every single thing in the earth that caused that to happen, the poor system, poor help and low awareness of someone’s life. But for our reflection, have we done enough for others? Do it when we can do it. Help it if we could help. We can’t wait and blame something because we do nothing. Do not wait. Sometimes waiting can lead you to the endless regret.

If his way is like this, let it be but at least this could remind us of how important one soul is and how lending hand could be so crucial in someone’s life. He might not be part of your life but let his accident be. If one person is not enough, how many should it be? When one soul is worthless, will two souls make it worth it?

He was my brother, he might be gone for good but he still lives in my heart. I know that I always could count on him whenever or wherever I needed him. But have I given my best for him as what he has given to me? I wish I had.

He might’ve looked such a rebel but deep inside I know that he had the greatest heart, family man, caring and wise. He might’ve gone in his own time, in such a young age but as far I can see, he has gone so that at least for once in a long time, the big family can gather together to pay him respect for last time. It might not be an ideal reason to gather, contact or communicate but at least from what happened, the family can have real time together.

Last thing he told me when I was down, “He has made everything beautiful in its time.” There is time to mourn and I have mourned because I’ve lost you. Home won’t be the same without you.

#life goes on

-vc-