Big "L"

A LOSER who is losing everything she has. What does she have? That's a good question. In about nine weeks, she will leave everything she "has" in Brisbane and start a new life in Auckland, New Zealand. Just nine weeks, Brisbane. It wouldn't be that bad, it will be quick and easy. Typical human to run away from problems. That's so typical of this loser as well. It's always happening, it happened once before and now it's happening again. Are you going to be a loser for the rest of your life?

This loser thinks she has future with this guy. In your dream, loser! It's not going to happen. She knows also since the beginning her best friend doesn't like this guy, whether her best friend's feeling is right or not doesn't matter. What does matter is she is not get along with this guy. So the loser is in the middle. Does the loser need to take side? If he is a good guy, he wouldn't ask her to take side, this applies to the best friend as well. If she is really a best friend of the loser, she will never ask her to choose. Apparently, the guy knows nothing about this yet and the best friend doesn't want the loser to choose. But somehow in this kinda situation, you just feel that you have to choose between them. And loser already knows, sooner or later she will lose both. Unfortunately, she is not a good keeper, so she is letting everyone go. It's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye.

The loser is ready, to leave and to lose. To leave means running away, it can be it. To lose means having nothing left. Sometimes, we destruct every relationship so that we don't get hurt, but in truth we just hurt ourselves worse in the long run. Someone also said:

"Don't do something permanently stupid just because you're temporarily upset."

Well, too bad. The loser doesn't know what's right or wrong, what's good or bad, what to feel or what to do, she is permanently stupid now.

#wishing the loser the best luck

-vc-