Fresh Start

The new year is coming soon. Everyone prepare for the future. Plan everything they can for the upcoming year. They say: "New Year, New Me!" They're also claiming for the fresh start.

New year is like a second chance for everyone to start all over again. As they were trying so hard this year, it might not be enough for them. They want to be better which is good. They start making resolution, target everything. Some of them realistic, some of them are dreams, but they are making it all optimistically.

I have dreams, I wrote it down, it's like five years planning after I graduated from uni. It has been two years after I finished uni. I don't know where I put the note but I still remember some of them in my mind. Have I accomplished any of those dreams? NO. Unfortunately not. I never made any resolution again after that. I'm afraid I let myself down, I can't do any of those and at the end it will just make me disappointed to myself. I fear myself.

My life might not run as I planned. I'm lost in my own life. You will be able to make a target because you know where to go. I lost it. I think I have to trash back my dreams, where I wanted to go in the first place. I need to make resolution, I do need it. My guidance to face the new year so I have path and walk on it. It's never too late to start anything, there will always a first time in everything. You might stop doing it but there will always be a turning point when you start it again. Let's the adventure of chasing the dreams begins. Let's face the fear!

#fresh 2012

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