Move Forward? Move Backward?

I've been thinking lately about moving somewhere, because the place where i live now get me nowhere. I'm pretty much stuck, don't know where to go, don't know what to do. Doing same things over and over again, it just makes you sick, like really sick.

When i feel kinda frustrated and stuck, i decided to take a little trip to another city. Little vacation which is enough to make me realize, open my mind a little bit. Thanks to everyone who has been involved. Small lesson that i've learned: "Be careful with what you think, what you say and what you expect."

That city blew my mind, so amazing, so awesome! First night i arrived, i saw buildings: The Herald Sun and SBS. In my mind i said "that's my building! that's my job! that's mine!" I wish i could work there someday, that's my dream. It may not run as smooth as i want but seriously i have faith that i will go there someday, maybe not now but some day i will!

I met old friend in that city, have a chat then all the sudden out of nowhere, opportunity came. That makes me wonder, is this just a right trip on a right time and a right place? This might be a small step to pursue my dream but the question is am i ready? am i moving forward with this or backward? Lots of things need to be considered. Because sometimes you leave one city because you want to run away, escape from everything that bothers you. So is it really moving forward to just leave one city? I really need to find a real reason why i want to leave this city so bad. Because if it's for a good reason then i'm moving forward, if it's bad reason, i could say it will make me move backward.

But i think for now on i have to stop thinking and just do! I have opportunity in front of me, i just need to grab it, do my best and hope it will lead me somewhere! Some place that i want to be so bad! If i have to move forward so be it. If it makes me move backward, i believe i won't move backward forever, i will move forward sooner or later. Will definitely stop thinking too much and just do it! Ready not ready, it's all up to me now! It's in front of me NOW!

-vc-